The lyrics "I will be worse again, even though I stopped" and "I'll take the pills again, waiting for the effect" highlight a tragic regression. The protagonist isn't just addicted to a substance, but to the chaotic emotional state his partner provides.
The song by Jala Brat and Buba Corelli , released in 2021 as part of the album Futura , serves as a gritty exploration of toxic love, substance-induced escapism, and the cyclical nature of self-destruction. The Core Metaphor: Love as a Substance Jala Brat & Buba Corelli - Pilula
Buba Corelli’s verses introduce a sense of impending doom with the repeated line, "Everything looks like the end to me... I don't see heaven". There is a conscious acceptance that this lifestyle and relationship lead to a spiritual "death" rather than "paradise". The lyrics "I will be worse again, even