Feeling ashamed for not experiencing the "instant bond" or "joy" that society expects from mothers.
The physical demands of parenting can feel much heavier when the mental desire to be in that role is absent. Navigating the Difficulty Istemediyim Halda Ana Oldum
Suppressing these feelings often makes them stronger. Admitting to yourself (or a professional) that this wasn't your choice is the first step toward managing the reality. Feeling ashamed for not experiencing the "instant bond"